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2009-01-03
The New Four Seasons - [Seventeen' Photo]
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2008-12-27
let's time to repair your broken heart! - [Seventeen' Gas]
I feel so sad when I heard you tell me all the things! I am angry about what happened! I thought he will be your wealth,he will bring you happy,but it seems that I am wrong!
These days I kown you have been lonely, I deeply want to stay with you,but I can't . you neither!
My dear,so far as we will see each other in half moths, these days you must ajust your mood, keep in good condition to work and life!
let's time to repair your broken heart! I will always behind your back to believe you 、love you and protect you!
Miss me do call me!
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2008-12-17
想换个生活了 - [Seventeen' Gas]
最近的感觉一直都不是很好,不晓得是不是冬天里空气中都飘满了想念的离子,总在盼望着可以回家的日子。
但是在未来在这20多天里有很多事情要去完成和计划呢~我希望自己能够每天好好地过,但是为什么总是恍恍惚惚地,表面上看似很正常,其实心里乱七八糟的~~~想家啦!想你们了!想离开无锡,换个新的地方过过~~
我好讨厌现在的自己,每天都不晓得在叽里呱啦地说些什么~~很不喜欢自己这样!这半年不晓得为什么自己的话这么多,多得我都觉得不像自己了,也许我在用叽里呱啦的话来掩饰自己内心的恐慌吧~~花花川和花花熙会经常地提到《道德经》,昨天晚上我也开始看了,确实能让我的心平静不少,虽然很多都看不懂,但是熙说,慢慢看慢慢就会悟出些什么,要靠自己去体会,恩恩,很对!
怀念起和你(还有你们)懒懒地走着,虽然不说什么或者很少的话也会让我觉得很安心,很有安全感,好踏实的感觉~~没有!现在并没有!!!
我不要说啦!我真的不想说啦!我只想要只“大瓜”,抱着它,静静地看书……











